2. The Silence After the Wedding

Sat, 25 Jul 2026 12:17:41 +0000

The wedding ended the way grand weddings always did. Not with an ending. With departures. The music grew quieter. The photographers packed away their lights. Flowers began wilting before anyone noticed. Guests hugged one another with promises to meet soon, though most never would. Someone cried. Someone laughed. Someone discussed stock markets while standing beside the mandap. Life, indifferent to ceremony, had already resumed. For everyone except the bride. Anagha sat in the backseat of the decorated car, watching Mumbai slip past the rain-speckled window. The bridal jewelry felt heavier now. Not because of its weight. Because it had become real. Hours earlier, it had been part of a celebration. Now it belonged to a life. Beside her, Advait looked out of the opposite window. Neither spoke. The silence wasn't uncomfortable. It simply existed. Like the air-conditioning. Like the soft hum of the engine. Like two strangers sharing a long elevator ride. The Deshmukh bungalow stood quietly behind wrought-iron gates overlooking the Arabian Sea. It wasn't extravagant. It was established. The kind of house that had outlived fashions. High ceilings. Polished teak staircases. Long corridors softened by Persian carpets. Walls decorated with family portraits whose subjects seemed permanently unimpressed. A place built not to impress visitors, but to remind its residents where they belonged. The sea breeze drifted through open windows carrying the faint scent of salt. The house didn't feel cold. It felt... disciplined. Advait's mother welcomed her warmly. "You must be tired." "A little." "Your room is ready." Your room. Not your home. The distinction was tiny. Anagha noticed it anyway. Old houses had their own language. Sometimes affection took years to learn. The first evening passed beneath a haze of rituals. Blessings. Sweets. Laughter. Photographs. Relatives commenting on how well they looked together. "They're such a calm couple." "They'll never fight." "They're perfectly matched." Anagha smiled whenever required. She wondered how quickly strangers mistook silence for compatibility. Late that night, the house finally surrendered to sleep. The bedroom overlooked the sea. Moonlight spilled across polished wooden floors. Fresh jasmine rested beside the bed. The room was beautiful. Carefully arranged. Almost impersonal. Advait loosened his watch and placed it neatly on the bedside table. He folded his sherwani with almost mathematical precision. Only then did he look at her. "Are you tired?" "Yes." "So am I." Another pause. "If you need anything..." He searched briefly for the sentence. "...let me know." "I will." He switched off the lamp on his side. Within minutes, his breathing became slow and even. Anagha remained awake. Not because she expected romance. Because she expected conversation. The wedding had finally ended. Surely now the real relationship would begin. She waited. Nothing happened. Maybe he's exhausted. Anyone would be. Tomorrow will be different. People don't reveal themselves in a single day. Neither do marriages. Morning arrived quietly. The household moved with practiced rhythm. Newspapers appeared folded beside breakfast plates. Tea arrived before anyone asked. The gardener trimmed hedges with military precision. Even the clocks seemed synchronized. Advait entered the dining room exactly at eight. "Good morning." "Good morning." His father looked up from the business pages. "Sleep well?" "Yes." "You?" "Yes." Breakfast continued. Toast. Fruit. Tea. Silence. Not awkward. Not warm. Simply efficient. When everyone finished, Advait stood. "I'm leaving." His mother smiled. "So soon?" "I have a board meeting." He turned to Anagha. "I'll be back around eight." "Okay." He left. The front door closed softly behind him. She looked at the empty chair. His tea cup was still half full. Days settled into routine with surprising speed. Advait left at eight. Returned around eight. Dinner. Reading. Sleep. Repeat. Nothing appeared wrong. He was polite. He thanked the staff. He greeted his parents. He never interrupted. Never raised his voice. Never ignored her. Yet something remained strangely absent. It was difficult to identify because it wasn't a behavior. It was an instinct. He never seemed curious. On the fourth evening she decided to ask. "How was work?" "Good." "What happened today?" "A meeting." "What was it about?" "Expansion." "Where?" "Singapore." She nodded. The conversation dissolved before she knew how to continue. The following weekend she suggested a walk along Marine Drive. "Would you like to go out?" He looked up from his book. "Where?" "Anywhere." He thought for a moment. "Okay." An hour later they walked beside the sea. Children flew kites. Street vendors roasted corn. Teenagers leaned against the promenade taking photographs of sunsets they would later filter beyond recognition. The city felt wonderfully alive. Anagha slowed her pace. She hoped walking would make conversation easier. "My father used to bring me here every Sunday." Advait nodded. "It's changed." "It has." "I still remember the old ice cream carts." "They're gone." Silence. She waited. Perhaps he would tell her something from his childhood. A memory. A story. Anything. Nothing came. The waves continued speaking in his place. That night she unpacked the last of her books. She arranged them carefully on the shelves. Novels beside biographies. Poetry beside travel writing. Advait entered carrying another carton. "I found these downstairs." "Thank you." He placed the box beside her. His eyes briefly scanned the shelves. "You have a lot of books." "I do." Another pause. "I like reading." "So do I." She smiled. "What do you like reading?" He considered. "Different things." She waited for more. There wasn't any. He returned to his own book. For the first time since the wedding, disappointment arrived quietly enough that she almost mistook it for fatigue. Not because he had done something hurtful. Because he hadn't done anything at all. She realized she knew astonishingly little about the man she now shared a room with. His favorite season. Unknown. His closest friend. Unknown. The music he listened to. Unknown. Whether he ever cried. Unknown. Whether he laughed loudly when no one was watching. Unknown. The spaces where another person's life usually revealed itself remained perfectly untouched. That night, lying awake beside him, she listened to the rhythmic ticking of the antique clock across the room. It occurred to her that she knew more about the house than about its owner. The house creaked when the sea breeze grew stronger. The staircase sighed under heavy footsteps. The study window refused to close completely during the monsoon. The grandfather clock lost exactly one minute every Thursday. The house, despite its silence, had begun telling her its stories. Advait hadn't. She turned toward him. He slept peacefully. Calm. Untroubled. As though nothing was missing. She wondered if he even knew there was something to miss. Dinner had ended an hour earlier. The house had returned to its preferred state. Silence. Not the awkward silence of strangers. Not the comfortable silence of old companions. A practiced silence. The kind that settled into the walls until nobody questioned it anymore. Advait sat in the study with a file open before him. Numbers. Charts. Columns. Anagha stood at the doorway for a moment before walking in. "You still have work?" "A little." She nodded. Then, almost absentmindedly, she asked, "What do you do all day?" He looked up. "Work." "I know." She smiled faintly. "What kind of work?" "Company work." She waited. Nothing followed. "Advait..." "Yes?" "You're the CEO." "Yes." "What does your day actually look like?" He frowned—not with irritation, but with genuine confusion. "Meetings." "What kind of meetings?" "Different kinds." She pulled out the chair opposite him and sat down. "Tell me about today." He searched for an answer. "There was a board meeting." "What happened in it?" "We approved something." "What?" "A proposal." "For?" "Expansion." She let out a slow breath. "Do you realize every answer you give is only one sentence long?" "I hadn't noticed." "I have." Silence settled again. Outside, rain began tapping against the old windows. She looked at him carefully. He wasn't avoiding her eyes. He wasn't impatient. He wasn't trying to end the conversation. He simply seemed to believe it was complete. That realization frightened her more than rejection would have. There was no wall to climb. Only an empty field stretching endlessly ahead. She stood. "Good night." "Good night." I keep lowering the bucket. Every evening. Every conversation. Certain that this time I'll hear the splash of water. Instead, the rope reaches the bottom. And scrapes against dry stone. Maybe there was never any water to draw. She switched off the corridor light before returning to their room. Behind her, she heard the soft turn of another page. Nothing dramatic had happened. No argument. No accusation. No cruel words. And yet something had quietly changed. For the first time, she considered a possibility she had refused to entertain since the wedding. Perhaps this wasn't the beginning of intimacy. Perhaps this was all there was.